October 17, 2004

• Last Night i left work around 10:15 and went to Derick's house. (Derick is a friend of juan's)  So i got there and derick and nadine and someother dude decided to leave to get food.  Juan and Brittany stayed there.  While we were waiting we started talking about a bunch of stuff and they couldn't even follow me.  They were too high.  And then when everyone came back and they were eating i didnt say anything. about five minutes passed and i just left.  I noticed that i cant stand them.  They aren't intelligent at all.  All they do is smoke weed every chance thy get.  It eems that the chance presents itself entirely too much.  I was crying when i left.  It was hard, but without this i'll just show how weak i am.  I can't be around these people that encourge me to waste my life. 

  
  

  It feels like im moving on with my life and they are just staying the same.  I really wish i could bring them with me, and change them but they wont ever change.

  
  

  As you grow up you have to find friends that you can be on the same level with.  It's time for me to find them.

  
  

  I've got a word or two
  To say about the things that you do
  You're telling all those lies
  About the good things that we can have
  If we close our eyes
  
  Do what you want to do
  And go where you're going to
  Think for yourself
  Cos I won't be there with you
  

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