i said all that crap last night….

except last night i didn’t think it was crap.

i have wasted so much time glorifying you i’ve forgotten about me.

im funny. i do cute things. im interesting too. i want to share my thoughts without editing them to catch your attention.

I just want you to feel the way i do.

because everyone deserves to be loved. even me.

additionally, im not just a lustful desire, im a person too.

who would win?

Spider Man or Obi Wan?

The Hulk or Yoda?

Wolverine or Darth Vader?

Captain America Vs. Mace Windew?

Iron Man or Darth Maul?

Robo Cop or Gen. Grevious?

Comment with Reply, thx!

it was all so easy.  The dream of a life I once had where i was calm and happy. 
I’m sitting here 26 hours and no sleep.  the delirium is setting in and i have scars to prove it.
I’m going to slip soon if i don’t do something right.

I’m going to starve, and find the meaning of poverty, the meaning of abandonment.
I can’t even put into words how i feel.  I don’t even want to write it because of my shame.

I am hiding a monster under my skin and everyone knows its there.
who could i fool?
not even myself.

when i saw it thrown into the middle of the street.
when i saw the love drift away from us.
when i felt the pain it felt so intense it took me over and consumed me.

im going to fall asleep and wake up to another day.
it will be what i make it.  It will be more bearable.
wont it?

love.
feelings that remain in my memory like a skittle in a bag of m&m’s.
excitement.
over abundance of emotion that has the power to slow or speed time.
trust.
confidence in each other allowing limitless truth.
desire.
fuels your pursuit of enjoyment.
passion.
the perfect drug.
love.
is haunting me.

http://www.vimeo.com/5437061

Many topics addressed by the world media are in hot debate.  Some of these issues hold more importance to me than others.  After thinking long and hard about the subjects in question I have concluded that stem-cell research deserves my attention.  The definition of this type of research alone has granted me clues about the other topics derived from this issue.  These topics include but are not limited to; abortion, human cloning, genetic engineering, and environmental issues such as overpopulation, and the exploitation of depletable resources.  I have chosen this subject to explore for personal reasons.  I am studying at Evergreen Valley College in hopes of attaining the prerequisites necessary to enroll in the nursing program at a neighboring university or state college.  This subject addresses points of interest and possible advancements in my field of study.  Furthermore, I have been affected by the unnecessary loss of friends and family who could have been saved by the developments in medicine brought by stem-cell research.  I hope to  discover the ethical and social oppositions to embryonic stem-cell research which I will use in my paper to form arguments for and against it.  I aspire to become more knowledgeable about the subject, topics included, the scientific possibilities of the human race, and the consequences involved in such research.  I support stem-cell research.  I am receptive to the costs involved to fund it and the environmental issues it could ensue.  I have always been pro-choice on the topic of abortion which is what usually makes stem cell research possible.  I advocate the studies of anything relating to science as long as it adheres to my personal guidelines of what is moral and ethical.  My last statement is based upon my own opinion of what is right and wrong, but nonetheless stem-cell research can lead us into a new age of medicine and technology that can strengthen our society and humanity into the future.

im not 1/2 as awesome as you think.
get over this & get over me.
for your own good.

“Tried to save a place from the cuts and the scratches
Tried to overcome the complications and the catches
Nothing ever grows and the sun doesnt shine all day
Tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away”

im no booty call.
nor am i cheap thrill.
im not going to put it all on the line.
cuz im already gone. (goes along with the song)
i dont know what else to say.
but i sure as hell know how i feel.

a thin wine glass.
dont put me in the dishwasher.
ok?