October 19, 2004

  • my grandmaw made a dvd of a whole bunch of footage from my childhood.  She sent it to me and i got it today.  I never knew ther was footage of my dad and i together, i dont even have a recording of him in any form.


    When i heard his voice i starting crying hysterically.  i could barely help it.  I've been erasing every memory of him for 5 years and now i see him playing with me and hugging me and kissing me and i cant bare to look at it or hear it.


    i miss him.