May 27, 2009

  • the great below

    I wake up. i feel my heart slide below my ribs into my stomach.
    my headache returns and I get a little shaky.
    I feel trapped and assaulted. everyday.
    Im struggling to learn how to suck in my pride. bite my tongue. and be a better person.
    i guess sometimes its all about the approach. It's just not always so simple.
    i can't explain how small i feel. how wrong this is. and how sorry i am.
    i love all of you. more than i can conjure in a few sentences.
    i will learn from this &.
    i wont forget this chapter in my life.