Caught a bird and named it Harold.  Say "Hello Harold!"

last night i hung out with Juan, Nick, Doug, Beau, and Ryan.  Ryan is visiting for a week or two.  i was wondering when he would show up.  It's good seeing him.

I can't wait for saturday to be over.  after the swim meet theres no swimming for 3 weeks! It's going to kick ass because I can stay up late the rest of the summer!

i'm really hungry. it's time to make food, then shower.  c u lator nerdz.

alright. im back.  i got my internet back.

woo.

that's about it.

bye!

i've been sick all day. 

i HATE being sick during the summer.  I'm just going to have to sneeze all over the ice cream cones at work.

I made a stupid move and got caught with juan in the car.  so they took my internet for a while....as well as my car :[

Went to Jen's party last friday.  it was smaller this year but i had a good time with old friends.

I'm thinking of looking for another job.  maybe i'll wait till school starts, but orange julius just isnt doing it for me. i need more hours.  they are starting me on the register tommorrow, maybe i'll get more hours next week. whatever!

well that's about it.  i'm going to take medicine and lay down.  buenos noches.

I cant motivate myself.  i havent been to swimming in 2 days.

Dave took my internet away.

If you don't care why then skip this paragraph.....  Monday Phil came home. so i drove to his house nd then left with his parents to pick him up from the airport. when we got home he wanted to come over to my house.  i figured that having him in my car for a two block drive shouldnt piss my parents off too much.  plus they have let me do it 3 or 4 times before. so i did. dave freaked out. whatever.  ...Later phil and i are making icee's and our crap blender that dave spent 100$ on wouldnt even crush ice.  So after he watched me and phil try to crush it he told us to move and he stucka  wooden cooking spoon to stir up the ice, but then he turned the blender on.  i told him to stop and he id about a minute later.  of course the spoon had a huge chunk missing from the bottom of it.  So i told him that it was a dumb idea to turn the blender on. and he freaked out again and dumped everything in the blender out and yelled that i never do anything wrong.  then he started blaming me for going to the hospital on the trip and all of this other shit.  my mom thought he was being an asshole, so she yelled at him and they both went into their rooom and discussed me for an hour.  while they were in there phila nd i already made more icee's and went into my room.  I'm not supossed to have guys in my room with the door shut.  the door kept blowing shut from the wind circulating throughout the house.  i had opened it a few times.  while i was showing phil something on my computer i didn't notice it blew shut again. well dave came out of his rooma nd saw it closed and freaked out.  "NO COMPUTER FOR A MONTH!"  so i left and had dinner at Phil's and came back and told my mom what happened and she was pissed at Dave so she told him that the punishment was unneccissary..blah blah.  they argued until i heard my mom yell "fuck you! As sson as my leg is better im gone!"  so it's wednesday now and he still wont let me have my internet.  so im just plugging it in when he's gone or asleep at night. 

i have to go shower and deposit a paycheck.  plus dave is gonna be home soon. LamE.

Yesterday i woke up ealry and ate ceral.  Then i did some things for my mom.  When dave got home at 12 we put air in my tires because the back one was half flat.  afterward i went to the nial plae nad got those horrid peices of junk off of my hands.  Then i went to Walgreens for Tyler's Birthday cards, then to subway for lunch. 

I went to the mall at 6 and had very scrumptious Panda Express.  The orange chicken is overrated, it's all about the potstickers.  After i ate i went to work at 7.  Melanie stayed after her shift and helped us close so we could get outta tehre early.  Claudia and Mel asked me to go see White Chicks with them after work.  Eh, I had the money so i agreed to go.  Even though i went, i wouldnt reccommend White Chicks to anyone.  After the movie i got home around 12:30 and fell asleep at 2. 

Today at 12 i went to Tyler's first birthday partay.  I hadn't seen him in almost 3 weeks.  He is extremely tall for his age.  I met very distant family i didn't know i had and this guy i met looked 20 then he told me he was goign to be a junior.  He followed me around the whole time, i think he liked me.  I met Kasey's dad.  i think i'm related to kasey now, very distant and almost unofficial, but it's still a litle wierd cuz i like him, ha.  He was my friend before fawn married scott damnit.  Anyways, Fawn made a little dinosaur shaped cake for tyler.  It was so cool .. it had green frosting and pruple and  blue cake,  and it was really good.  Tyler got to eat half of it to himself and by himself. He was cute with green frosting all over him.  So after they opened the presents we left cuz my mom didnt feel well.  and thats that, now im home again.  and my contacts are all dry.

-linz

Today i went to swiming but i really didn't want to. So afterward i came home and made some food for my mom, shower, and take a nap.  I woke up and went to the store for my mom, got starbucks, came home ate dinna watched soprano's and then beau called.  It's Bob's birthday today, well 20 minutes ago.  So i went over with them to Serg's house and just chilled there.  Brian and both Nick's came.  Some other girl named lindsey left after we got there.  They drank whiskey and i stayed sober since i had to go home at 12.  It was fun though.  so here i am. 

I have a strong feeling Norm wont let me have next friday off for Jen's party.  I was talking to maria and she told me that Melanie, who got hired the same time as me,  asked for a day off a month in advance for a concert and He didn't give it to her.  ...Saying a concert is not a valid reason to miss work.  Well we dont work in a hospital, we make smoothies and pretzels, fuckign lame.  At Erik's deli i could ask for like 3 days off a month and they didnt care what the reason was.  Schedule's posted tommorrow, we'll see.

Well, im tired but bored. what's on tv..?

goodnight.

i dont have much to write about.

i have been doing alot for my mom.  working.  and i began swiming today, again.  it wasnt that bad.  i met this chick who is around the same speed as me because she couldnt come all summer.  she was sick with mono. :  so we shared a lane and it felt alright to finally be on the same level with someone on the team who is older than 13.

I've been hanging out with juan alot since i've been back.  it's been cool except for last night.  this guy juan was chillin with when i got there had his girlfriend with him.  I knew her but i quit talking to her a while ago.  She got drunk and made herself look so stupid.  she didnt even drink that much either.  By the end of the night she was laying all over her boyfriend saying she was onna pass out because she didnt eat anything all day.  she was fine.  her mom called and she talked to her just fine and she walked home no problem.  Shes an idiot.  and she smelled really bad too.

well anyways.  im tired.  goodnight.

       Hey, well this trip i have been on has been hell trip.  like 10 days b4 the trip my mom broke her leg...actually it was the sunday you left.  yeah she broke her tibia plateau and she had to get pins put in it and shit.  it's all bad dude...i have to take care of her.  and it has made this trip so shitty. first of all the whole plane ride just blowed cuz my mom took 20 mins to do any fucking thing and she whined and complained. 
       So then at the fucking rental car place we all unloaded our shit and we were waiting outside while dave was inside getting the car, well after waiting like 30 mins i decided to go in and talk to him well i was in there for about 20 mins then DJ came in and asked what my back pack looked like...well it didnt matter some mother fucking family that we were talking to acidentally picked it up along with my camera, they returned the camera cuz i have a camera bag for my camera but i guess they thought the backpack was theirs and they left with it.  it had like 10 of my favortie cd's in it, hella dvd's, dave's mini dvd player along with all the shit that goes with it, my mp3 player, my contacts, my new sunglasses and juan's cd player. L A M E.  at that point i decided to cry. and i did. 
       So we left the place and went to the shiTTy hotel around 2 am and didnt get in the rooms till about 3.  The first night in the hotel we had two rooms; one containing my mom and dave and the other containing dave's mom, me, and Dj.  it wasnt that bad.  the next morning dave informed me that we were all going to stay in one room with two beds and DJ would have to sleep on a cot.  So now 5 people are in the same fucking hotel room.  my mom is complaining and asking for something every damn 10 minutes, dave's god damned mother who is 84 is all fucking particular and she snores.  that Ho kept me awake 2 of the 4 nights we were there.  Dave was being a total asshole.  i'm not kidding, it was so bad.  me and Dj just took it even though we both wanted to just fucking go off on him.
       So then dave's other two kids got there friday...Scott aqnd Jennifer and jen's husband jamey.  (if your wondering why we all went to maryland first.. Dave was graduating from a labor college there)  So the others that arrived didnt get their bags...their bags were like lost or something.  they didnt have extra clothes..so they had to wear shit clothes to dave's graduation.  they ended up not getting their bag until sunday morning 2 hours before we had to leave for the air port to come to myrtle beach. 
       Anyhow..we are at the graduation and afterward there was like food and shit and they had these salmon cake type things.  i tried Dj's and it was good so like 10 mins later i went and got one.  i took about 4 bites and my throat fucking developed the biggest knot in like less than 3 minutes.  allof the sudden i couldnt swallow anything.  and soon after i could barely breath...so the place called the ambulance and they had to administer an epi pen.  which didnt even work cuz my fucking reaction was so strong ...so they gave me a shot of benedryl and put the oxygen mask on me and rushed me to the ER.  When i got there i had been in the ER lobby for like 30 seconds and i puked up the seafood in a bed pan they gave me. like right in front of hella people.  so that was cool. yeah.  so then i started feeling better but they still shoved and IV in my hand and made me lay there staring at it for about 2 hours, then i went back to the hotel.  thats when Dj told me that he asked the catering chef if there was shellfish in the salmon cakes and the guy said no.. so DJ asked "so there wasnt any shrimp or anything?" and the guy was like "oh, Yeah." OOOOOOOOk.
       the next morning we left for SC and it wasnt that bad. till we got there.  and it rained every day till today.  then today i got a sunburn.  but dude... i came here to see like 3 of my old best friends and two of them are gone.  My friend lauren is in NY with her mom...cuz her mom developed cancer and she only has 8 months left.  then my friend courtney is in west virginia for the next 3 weeks.  i saw elizabeth but her life is shit.  her mom is on coke and shes all skinny...elizabeth moved out of her house and shes staying at her boyfriend's parents house.  she's all stupid...telling me how she did it with a 30 y/o when she was barely 16....well she wont be 17 till december 30th.  its just like everything has gone bad since i left san jose on the 23.

But hey im home now.  im glad to have my room and my car and privacy. but it's 1:30 and i'm tired. so Goodnight.

i got a job.

i work at orange julius.

i broke up with alex.

i saw harry potter. it wasnt good.

i got an A on most of the projects i was stressing out about.

"you go girl!"

maybe a better update later.