December 9, 2003

  • I'm eating cap'n crunch right now. it's hurting the roof of my mouth. :[


    Both Yesterday and today were very stressful.  Alex and i broke up sunday.  I wasn't particularly hurt by it  until Yesterday when i went to school and we acted different. Although it's deterring, it guess it's better. we really didnt make each other happy. we both knew that.  I have my mind on Jeph too much to think of Alex seriously. And the longer i feel this way for Jeph, i dont see anything deriving from Alex and I.  so enough of that.


    I haven't talked to Jeph since thursday.  Guh.  Not Fair.  I hope his DSL or Computer or whatever isn't broken. i pretty much only talk to him online.  I have been thinking about him so much lately. ever since sunday when i saw hima nd all i could do was stand there. i couldn't run over and hug him or anything. i smiled and that's all. i just hope i can talk to him soon. i want to go see him so badly. :


    I had a lot of homework yesterday.  Phil came over around 4 and we just chilled. we took pictures.