January 1, 2004

  • No, im not going to say "happy new Year" because im not in the mood for that shit.  although i had a badass time last night at the party i was debating yesterday.  Nadine and i had so much fun and met so many people, many of them i probbly wouldnt talk to ever again because they aren't the type of people i'd make friends with, but i still enjoyed myself. and im glad about that. :]


    We went to Jack and the Box and i had fish and chips and it was fucking good and i want  some more of it.  i havent seen so many people fuck with shit at a party.  but if someone doesnt want that to happen then you shouldnt have a party at a very nice house.  people were barfing on stuff,sex in thebedrooms, broken bottles , pepper spray, and two fights i think.  maybe not a lot of stuff happened but it was kind of crazy, that's a party for ya.  simply why i dont do that much.  the whole night i was thinking of jeff and how i miss him so much. 


    im depressed though. i really don't know why.  just feel down. and lonely and well hahaha. like i always feel.  anyways.  fuck you.