the past week has been ok.

i found out that i dislike mostly everyone that i hang out with pretty much. and i decided to end that. 

i'm gonna sound like a bitch in this post. get over it.

everyone at oak grove that i have wasted my time around doesn't take anything seriously, and frankly have no idea what they are going to do with their lives. they just live each day as if it's a huge playground and don't really care about the consequences.  i could go on. but what's the point.

other than that i've just been swimming and doing school work. i had a semi-big history group project i had to do mostly myself. and my science project was finally turned in,we still have to present it saturday though.  i was assigned an essay today. the topic is vague so it's going to be hard to make anything that will convince anyone of what im going to argue/discuss in my paper. whatever.  i didn't go to swim practice yesterday and i don't feel like going today, it's so cold and rainy.  but i'm going to high school practice so it's not as bad as sova practice.

my fingers are cold. catch ya'll on tha flipside.

Thursday was alright.  i went to Alex's. meh.

Friday was cool.  I cleaned my room then went with nay and we got our nails did and went bowling.  i ate crappy pizza and i had to borrow money from nay cuz im poor lately.  my mom paid her back though. 

today i watched movies all day.

1.some movie with bette midler.   2. Fear   3. Cruel Intentions   4. Monsters Inc.   5. Ice Age

cool i supposse.

i'm depressed again.  it went away for a while. and it came right back.

swimming is very hard. i died at practice thursday and im going to do it again on monday.

speaking of monday, i've got alot of that homework to finish.

goodnight everyone.

now everybody knows
that i've been hanging down so low
'cause now i'm feeling up
soon i'll be feeling out so cold
wondering, will you call
and now i'm feeling high
soon i'll be feeling left for dead
sometimes someone saying yes
changes what you'll bet

i'm kinda sore from yesterday.  but that'll go away soon.

Phil came over last ngiht. his mom called my cell phone and bitched him out and made him feel like shit for nothing.  i kind of felt bad for him, and i was insulted that she thinks that every time phil is around me he is doing something bad.  asking him why he hasnt called his friend back "what's keeping you from calling him? What are you doing over there?" all suspicious like.  i think if anyone has a problem it's not phil, it's his mom. i mean, shes reallynice to me sometimes and she gives us rides alot so of course i appreciate that, but she reads my journal to see if me or phil is doing anything bad so she can call up my mom and tell her about it.  she goes through all of phil's emails and im history and explorer history, she goes through his room...i think it's ridiculous. i'm glad my mom doesn't do that, i dont have anything to hide in my room right now anyways, but even if she did that and denied doing it i'd fuck with her.  i'd put really bad stuff in my emails, like "yeah, so how about that party last friday?  haha You were so drunk, i couldn't even stand up straight..lol"  She'd end up reading it,  and if she came to me about it i would laugh in her face and tell her that she sucks at keeping her lies straight. i kind of hope she's reading this now.

AnYwAyS.

I'm going to try to get as much done with my spanish homework tonight that i can, i have three sentences to write about each of 25 pictures.  it might not seem like alot but that's 75 sentences.  it smells like toast, mom must be making some.....but yeah, i should get that done wiff.  cuz im gonna be busy most of tommorrow and then i only have the weekend to get shit done. *panics*

I've got practice today at 12, i like having it at 12 so much better, the sun might be out. YESTERDAY we were practicing and the wind was blowing so hard a foldable metal chair flew into the lane next to me.  and everyones kick boards and paddles were flying across the deck.  sorry, homie don't play dat shit.

well,.. im going to read Huck Finn till it's time for practice.

peace nigs.

happy belated valentines day. yeah, right.

i got some cool stuff from my grandmaw friday, she mailed me a big box : candy, home made fudge, diamond heart necklace, cd's, mousepad, and a photo album she made for me.  she's so sweet. :]

i signed up with SOVA and i start tuesday.  mommie and i got some practice suits cuz mine were falling apart, and some big boots with the fluffy stuff on the inside to keep my fet warm when i get outta the pool, and some caps, a new pair of goggles and thats it.  oh yeah i bought some underwares too.

and so i have my projects to do this week, grrr.  science i dont mind, english i dont either, it's jut spanish that pisses me off, cuz i have to write like 50 sentences for this little sheet of paper we have to get stamped.

well im done. byebye.

Lindsey doesn't have time for shit any longer.

My schedule:

wake up, go to school, do homeowrk at lunch, get off school, do some project after at least two days out of week plus tutoring every thursday, go home, do homeowrk for an hour, go to swimming at 5, get off swimming at 7, get home by 7;20, do more homework, talk to friends for 30 minutes, go to sleep because im so tired.

how can i get a job now?

anyways, i have been making up stuff. and im switching my math teacher. I talked to my counselor, Mr. Berg, today, and he understood why i have a D in algbera 2. So i have to tlak to him tommorrow about other classes i can get into without messing up all of my periods.

Nadine invited me to a Novice and Plans show this friday, i cant go.  this sucks.

on the better side of things i made up two tests and got A's on them, and im joining a year round swim team so i'll make CCS this year at finals.

other than that, Fuck You.

Goodnight.

i woke up at 9 and i ate some cereal.

watched movies all day long.

Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets

Requiem for a dream

Peter Pan

The Italian Job

Lion King

It was entertaining.

i fell asleep a few times during the 'entertainment'

now it's 10 and there's nothing to do. time to read then.

goodnight everyone.

Man i love that public transit.

So. the whole week i didn't go to school. this really sucks.

i bett i have so much work to make up. i have a science project to do this weekend. my partner wants me to talk to the teacher but how can i when im sick at home.  i think i might get a ride to school soon to see what teachers i can talk to about my work. and maybe take one of the quizzes i missed.

I had to go to the doctor. first she gave me this cough medicine that tasted so nastY.  Then she gave me two inhalers to use throughout the day.  they don't work that well, but the cough medicine makes me sleep. i slept the whole night last night and i got up and thought i could go to school, by the time i was done taking a shower, i was coughing, and sneezing, and blowing my nose, and i had a headache. my mom made me stay home and i took this headache medicine that made me sleep for 6 hours. i woke up at twelve and i've been up since then.

i'm really woried about my math class.  my teacher doesnt give any breaks. and if i turn the homework in late im going to get half credit. he is such an asshole.  im really worried right now.  i'm always worried. 

i missed Jen's play last night.  :[

i think im gonna go to school now.

I think I'm Dying.

I'm fucking sick.  My throat hurts really bad. i hope it feels better in the morning.  i cant miss two days of school in a row.

i liked the three day weeknd though.  even though the whole morning i felt like i was going to puke.

so im going to prolly roll around till i fall asleep, it's only 10pm.

goodnight.

got some new

fonts

some are pretty cool.

anyways..

i'm waiting for the

superbowl to

end so i can

watch a movie

with

the rest of the

family.

I'm pretty fucking bored.

I'm Done.