February 1, 2004

  • I was at beau's and i talked to Desi about my work situation.


     Now I have a job interview.


    At Cup and Saucer.


    as a hostess.


    yeAh.


    I'm going to hang with different people at school maybe.


    i finished all my homework.


    i hate the super bowl.


    Uber-fucking-lame-bowl.


    im out.

January 29, 2004

  • I have been getting Phil to help me with my algebra 2.  he wasnt home today, that means the homework didn't make much sense today.  i just cant learn in mr. Vadney's class.  I take a long time to understand math, especially algebra2. mr. Vadney could win an award for completely covering a subject and not wasting 5 minutes of my time because he's talking so fast.  it reminds me of a speed reading product i saw on a infomercial the other day.  Nadine was over and we were watching comedy central then this infomercial came on showing this speed reading thing that makes you read about one-thousand words per minute.  i dont know much about speed reading. i read a little faster than most people, but i dont like to read extremely fast. it's pointless kind of.  i dont think i could comprehend or enjoy what i'm reading if i were going that fast.


    "hey,have you read this book?"


    "oh yeah i finished it in a day, i dont remember much of what it was about, or what the ending was like, actually i didnt even notice a plot, but yes, i read it. "


    So, speaking of reading, I started reading The Adventures of Hucklebery Finn for english and i'd have to say, i hate it with a passion. but i have to read it, and answer questions about each chapter, most likely take about 16 quizzes pertaining to it, and then write a paper or two about it just for shits and giggles. whatever.


    well, im thinking im going to be able to take algebra two in sumer school, but my mom bought this plane ticket a week ago for me to go to myrtle beach and maryland for  total of two weeks with her and dave an dj, right about the time that summer school would be 2/3 of the way done.  So now i've got to do that instead of bringing my D to at least a B-.  For the few people from s.c. that do read this journal, i have no different perspective of the beach since i left. and i'll love it probably untill i die or forget it exists (due to the illness of alzheimers that runs on my dad's side.)  But i would much rather finish a course that i half-assed on during the time that i should be enjoying myself. just to make me realize how mcuh it sucks to repeat a course.  then i could take a trip to south carolina next year when im 18 and have amuch better time whe i can stay out late, go to clubs, and do alot more than i could this summer.  buts thats my personal prefrence.  the only problem of me staying home while they are gone is the simple fact that they wont let me stay at home by myself for 2 weeks.  so really i have no fucking choice. wee.


    So Doug broke Beau's 250$ bong.  I hope he has to sell his x-box and all the games just to pay for it. because Doug, in my opinion, is a fucking dipshit.  He doesnt know what he is talking about half the time, because he gets high too much, and when he does know what he's talking about its something really uninteresting anyway.


    wow this was an extremely pessimistic post. i should cheer up. i think i'll have a  sno-ball and watch some who's line. fuck you guys.


    one more thing.


    Thanks to Jenna and Alex for a most enjoyable time at chineee food today. hella.

January 25, 2004

  • I got a D in algebra2.  I'm guesing i'll take the first semester over. i don't like d's.


    I got c's and above in the rest of my classes. and thats about it for school. 


    I went wih jenna to chinese food on wednesday and phillip joined us.  it was a good time.  I went to jen's after that and we ate sno balls and played with her dog and talked for about 2 hours then i went home and took a nap.  Dave worked nights last week and it was weird for him to be getting home when i was getting ready for school.  thursday was boring. fuck thursday.  friday nay came over and we hung out with juan.  We went to the park and these guys came with their little remote controlled cars.  they tried to do tricks on the playground but it didnt work and they ultimately looked pretty fucking stupid.  we went to phil's house after that and he played guitar forever. then we watched office space again. We enjoyed it.  Saturday night Nadine wanted me to go to a show with her. so i did.  i had a good time.  it was at a church on saratoga.  Novice, Plans for Revenge, Far from You, and two other bands i didnt like and can't remember.. i liked Novice alot. after the show nay's dad drove us home and i went to sleep cuz i had a stomach ache.  that's about it for the past wednesday thru saturday.  tune in next time bitch.


    -outside, naked, shiverin', lookin blue from the cold sunlight that's refected off the moon.-


     

January 20, 2004

  • *yawn*


    It's late.  i went to the park earlier with Doug and Juan.  We walked down to the bridge and made a fire under it and kept it going for a long while.  after we got bored with watching flames and talking about nothing in particular we went back to the park and met up with cassandra.  we hung out on the playground and that was funny.  The guys found bigwooden poles and decided they would try to break all of the lights in the park.


    hahahahaha. stupid motherfuckers couldnt hit one. and i didnt think it was a good idea anyways so i walked home.


    on my way home i saw this guy that lives at bobs house who is almost 40 and addicted to crack.  scott: Hey what's up?  Me: Not much. I'm going home. gotta love that 11 oclock curfew.   Scott: well when your curfew's 12 let me know....*evil grin that insinuates something nasty in his imagination*  Me: shuts up and walks inside.....locks door.


    So i came home and watched Family guy.  Talked to people. got bored. fell asleep. woke up at 3 on the dot. freak nasty.


    that's it.  im going to watch music video's untill i fall asleep.


    my milkshake brings all the boys to the yard.

January 18, 2004

  • I want Photoshop. I hate my old computer.


  • i did alright on my finals.


    i started talking to jeff again. but its not the way i had really wanted. oh well.


    i didnt get a D in chem. but im not so sure about algebra. :\


    i tried to transfer my files from my previous computer. and i had some trouble and it didnt work.  i'll get phil to overlook the situation. 


    speaking of Phil. no one at school likes him much anymore except for a select few like gilbert, kasey, and michael michado.  everyone says he's depressing.  i spent the day with him and i'd have to say it wasnt the most fun thing but hey i would have spent it alone in my room being lazy anyways. so why not.


    im listening to a guy throw up.  bloodhoung gang.


    im pretty cold. im always cold.  i had some pizza today. im going to get me a hunk of that sheit.



     


     

January 11, 2004

January 9, 2004

  • i finished the mole lastnight, and here you go.hella big. that's right.

January 8, 2004

  • OH MAN.


    Jenna and i are online right now sending sounds to each other and cracking up. and shes sending me stick figure pictuers of people and they are me. this is great.


    anyways.  the last couple days have been alright.  i have been doing alot of after school projects and what not.  i have tutoring tommorrow and then i might go see the talent show auds and then friday i have to go make a set for english.  oh fun!


    Finals are next week.  *scared* So much to study.  i'll be alright i hope. :


    Yeah so jeff got online and we talked and i just told him i dont care really anymore that he doesnt want to do this and he got all guilty and i didn't use that to start anything again.  it's better that we aren't takling. i mean, im lonely as hell, but before i was lonely as well, just in a slighty different way.


    David came over today after i came home and we started making the mole stuffed animal for chemistry. and its fucking huge.  he got rainbow and polka dotted fabric to make it with.  we messed up on the sewing in the belly though so we are going to finish that tommorrow...i hopE. i got a picture of him whilst doing the project. he was kind of stressed. poor david.


    AND OLD PICTURE OF ME AND NAY FROM JEN!