December 21, 2003

  • I have been buying presents for e v e r y o n e. and i thought my present for jenna was so cool. and everything and then today she told me that the webcam doesnt work on her computer and it makes it act all weird and makes it restart.  im so mad.  i dont even have the receipt so i cant take it back! grrrrrr.  i feeel so horrible. :[  i hope the isn't a foreshadowing of what this whole holiday will be like.  i already have enough school to worry about and tend with over these two weeks. 


    I had jenna stay the night last night. And we watched Pee-Wee's big adventure.  Then later we got high with Phila nd we came back and phil freaking passed out on my bed and acted all dumband me and jen watched Hedwig and the Angry Inch.  It was soo good. i mean a tad weird in some parts but overall it was cool.  Then we went to sleep around 11 and when we got up i had to take her home not long after, and Dave and I went shopping for my mom.  the same fucking person who is btiching at me for a rom not being clean enough when i have a fuckig small ass room i dont have a closet big enough to put it all someplace. i fucking hate her sometimes.  she doesn't make any sense what-so-ever.  fucking dipshit.


    My Grandmaw is going to be here tommorrow.  i'm going to have relenquish my computer activities after she sleeps each night. *sigh*  fuck all of that.  I'm happy shes going to be here but im funny about people staying in my room with me. they have to be a friend or soemthing. my mom was sad as hell one night when her and dave were fighting, and asked to sleep in my room i said NOPE. whatever.  lately everything pisses me off. but that's becoming normal.  it's not even lately anymore, it's been a long while since i've really been happy.


    I had my fucking hat taken away byt he people at school. they took it right before the two week winter break. fucking bastards.


    I just stopped in mid-post and wrapped 13 gifts and cleaned my room some more.  now it's 12 pm and im listening to the Beatles. nice.  i Am kind of tired though, so i think im going to sleep soon.


    Goodnight.